a million THANKS!

I am so touched that words can no longer express my feelings. I had no idea that the blog world was so supportive.

Yes I have received countless comments of encouragement since I started this blog. And I have made several very very special friends, that would not have occurred any other way.

But when you write something as sad and hurtful to me as someone did, read here if you missed it, the true meaning of support comes out.

I want to thank EVERY one that took the time from their busy lives and wrote words of kindness on my behalf. I tried to go to each and everybody's blog to personally thank you. But if I miss you please expect it now.

I just noticed as of today I have 100 followers. I am speechless. I owe most of it to a newly found blogger, that I am honored to call my newest friend. Thank you Allan for your kindness, thoughtfulness and your love of blogging, to send me so many of your followers. They offered many supportive words of kindness to me in a time of need. Posting my story on your blog was very special and you will never know how much it meant to this broken heart. For you, THANK YOU! I only hope I can pay it forward.

I feel so much better today and it's ALL because of the kindness that I got from you all. I have decided that it is not worth the time or energy to dwell ONE more minute on this lonely, jealous coward that doesn't know their ass from a hole in the ground. (sorry I swore..sue me).

Going to my WW meeting tonight with my HEAD HELD HIGH!!! I know I am a great person who has accomplished many wonderful things in my life and will continue to do so.

So again I can not express the love I felt from my blogging pals yesterday. Hugs and kisses to you all.