Day 2 of the steroids. Just wanted to update my progress with the sudden urges of wanting FOOD. Yes they have been in my head and sometimes the voices are SCREAMING at me. I am way to strong to give into those temptations. I am way nervous about tomorrows weigh in. I keep trying to convince myself that it will be okay if I don't have a loss. But it ain't working for me. The anxiety is way over whelming.
I get up every day and do the very best I can givin' the situation I am in. And I watch the clock to see how much time I have before a new day starts and I can be 1 more day closer to my weigh in.
I weigh myself every night, yes I know that I should not do that, but I do it anyway. If the scales are right it looks like I may have a loss this week. I am NOT holding my breathe though. With the lack of movement and the steroids it will be a miracle to say the least. But I KNOW I have not gone off the program. I have eaten wisely and have been reading ALL my supporters blogs to keep me focused. Thank you for allowing me to be your blog stocker!
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